The talk.... 

I knocked on his door and heard a mumbled 'fuck off'.... Classy. I opened the door and it was really dark. So I turned on his light. I found him on his bed it was... Lets just say it was a mess. He bolted upo and got ready to say something till he noticed it was me. He just stared at me then tears started to roll down his face.

I dont know why but I went to him and helled his head on my lap annd rubbed his back. After awhile he straightened up and layed his head on my chest causing me to lay back. Alec wrapped his arms aroun my waist tightly adn we just layed there I continued to rub his bare back.

After about an hour his breathing got even so I knew he was asleep. I soon after fell asleep also. And I know I shouldnt but I couldnt help it I snuggled closer. 

I woke up to someone shaking me.I opened my eyes and there was Alec sitting up looking at me with pleading eyes. "Please can I tell you exactly what happened??" I just nodded and sat up fully and sat criss cross apple sauce.

"Okay so all of us guy's Lannen, Blake, Jayden, Declan, Mason, and myself kind of drank.... alot before we left. Well while you were skating with Aiden, and Mason I was at my locker getting money for a drink. Miranda came up to meand started talking-" I cut him off. 

"What did she say?!" Alec just looked at me. "Oh sorry go on." I said. "She was telling me you never liked me it was all a lie so you can get to know Mason cause he is or was a good friend of mine. And she was pointing at you and saying all these things like about how you let him touch you. I thought it was true because he had his arm around your waist and you guys were also skating facing eachother holding hands and laughing."

"Miranda told me that it wasnt the only time hes touched you and it wouldnt be the last! When I thought about it I did see you guys earlier that day in your room and you were shirtless and you both were laying on the ground next to eachother laughing."

"I didnt know what to think. I couldnt think! Miranda ran her fingers down my arms and whispered in my ear it was time to get back at you for all the lying. Then she started kissing me and then you came around the corner! Fel you started screaming at me I didnt know what to say to make you listen. So I just let you go to calm down so we could talk."

"Then I had heard you fought Miranda! When I went to look for you they wouldnt let me. Savanna said you were going to meet us home. Soon as we got home though Savanna got a text saying you were staying at Masons so I guess I just I lost it you know?......"

I stared at him I felt horrible he was told lies he didnt even kiss her back I didnt know what to do. So I decided I should tell Alec what happened between me and Mason.

"Alec I am so sorry!" I said. "For what?! I am the one that hurt you!" Alec replied hugging me. "No. No. No. I- I slept with Mason last night." Alec slowly pulled out of the ug and stared at me mouth slightly ajar. "You gave him your virgintiy?!" He choked out. I looked down and nodded yes. 

"I am not going to lie that I am okay with it cause I am pist I wanted to be your first in all the things I could. I want to be with you forever. But I guess you could say weare even. I believed Miranda when I shouldnt have, didnt push her off right when she started kissing me an-" I cut him off again. "And I slept with Mason." I said looking in his eyes

"How but this Fel we go back to normal." I looked at him and he kept going. "I will back off alittle so you can choice if you would rather be with Mason or me. But no matter who you choose I will be there for you through it all." I smiled at him and kissed his lips. "Thank you Alec." We stood up and walked down stairs.